The Devil Inside

2015 is here. And i know all of you must be thinking to make this New Year count. To do something new, different which you haven't done before. This blogpost may help you a little.
We all fight with the demons inside us everyday. It's not some spirit or ghost. It's the negativity. It's the anger. It's hatred. It's jealousy. It's the bitterness. It's all those feelings which don't let the Real You come out.

The devil doesn't come out of blue. It's always there deep inside you.. it only comes out when you feed it with too much of negative thoughts.
It gets stronger when you act pessimistic, when the feeling of hatred is more than affection.
It starts to control you with every negative thought.

And when the bad feelings overpower the good ones, the devil takes charge of your whole mind and soul.



Everyone of us is innocent and sensitive in our own way. We are human. We can't control our feelings and emotions towards other beings, We have the right to hate or to get jealous but up to a certain limit. And what's the maximum limit? You should know that you're beyond limit when the other person gets hurt because of your attitudes and gestures. You should know that the Devil is taking charge of your emotions.

The transition stage when you fight with yourself to control the devil.

Because you know that you are not one of those who will feel bad seeing somebody else happy. Because you know it's not you who's not happy with your friend's success. It's not you. It's jealousy. I know you want to be happy for your friend but you can't because the Devil is fed with jealousy.

You know that a single text of yours can make your relationship work again but still you don't text. And you let go of a beautiful relationship you've been in, since years. Do you know why?
       Ego, my friends. It's ego which doesn't let you apologize. It's ego which is coming in between your decade long friendship and other relationships. And the thing is not that you don't know. You know it but you're helpless because you have made the Devil stronger by feeding it with your Ego.





You love your mom/spouse the most. But still you scream at her/them when you're angry even if its not their fault. And you know you're wrong and you know that you shouldn't. You feel bad about it but that's not an assurance that you won't repeat it ever. Do you know why? Because the Devil inside you is uncontrollable. He gets stronger with every ounce of anger you possess for people. And someday it takes over you in the form of lousy fights and scuffles, which results in hurting people you love the most.

 Hatred, frustration, hopelessness and many other negative feelings make this Devil powerful. Henceforth it gets the energy to fight with the Real You.. And eventually is takes over you.

Can it be controlled?
Of course it can. Feelings like love, affection, care etc which make you feel good have the ability to control the Devil. Positive thoughts make you stronger by building up your confidence. Hence, you feel better about yourself leaving the devil behind. Let's all kill the Devil together this year ;)